I imagined there was always something bothering me,even if there wasn’t, I would try and find it,as to say I’ve always been like this for as long as I can remember,even if I think positive I ask isn’t there something bothering me?no I don’t think so,are you sure.possibly (I look for things could be a bother when I’m unbotherd )read that again!

See I started axamaning myself everytime it happens and for one every time I didn’t do a curtain thing I needed to complete might be a job, some work or anything you feel is important to do. it’s a sort of my heart dunked underwater effect I can barely hide it once it starts .time by time it becomes a reminder of what I need to do and until it’s done I’m not satisfied, I watch anime, eat yes these are some things I love doing….